UggggghhhhhhH

Oh my GOSH! FIRETRUCK! My bottom wisdom teeth are moving around. So much pain. :( 

They aren't even in, they're just moving under the surface. Causing a riot down there! UGH!!!

I'm sorry I haven't been updating. School is out and I don't know what to do with myself. Next weekend I'm going to a family reunion at home. It's going to be a weird feeling going back to a place you've left behind. 

I've been trying to dress better. :) My sister is helping me. She came to visit last week. It was mega fun. 

Why is it that I am in such pain!??! Ora-Gel does nothing. 

:(

Goodnight guys.

♥ + toothpaste,

Rachel

PS: Good stuff soonskis. Pinky promise. ♥

Watch Me Live & Thrive.

Hay cool cats!

Still not a cool intro, but whatevs. Love it or hate it!

Maybe it's because I'm insanely not busy or just stupid lazy but I haven't been blogging and I'm sorrry. I was trying to write that like a Canadian. =/ SORRY!! To make it up to you guys, here is some pictures!! 

Paul Ruddd!  ♥  I don't care if you are 41. I'd love you forevs. 

So, I've been making bows and bows and bows. I love them and I know that I am 22, but seriously! They are adore!! :3 I can cross off red lipstick on my bucket list. ;) 

What do you guys think? Some people say black women can't wear red lipstick, but I feel they can! It looks okay to me. I know that lighter skinned black women do it, and I see some odd colors, too! Like, lavender or lime green! Just because you are light skinned doesn't mean anything! I mean, I don't wear red lipstick everyday but if I was into make-up, I would have it as a staple in my lipstick collection. I haven't been wearing much of any lipwear. =/ Even my lip gloss! When I was high school, I wore it constantly! No. Joke. I've just shied away from it. I'm not trying to go for a certain look or anything...I just don't wear it. Also! I was not even going by the yearly lipgloss throw away rule! Then, one day I really looked at them and noticed that they were utterly disgusting. More than one had my hair on it. GROSSS! You can throw up now. D: Yeaaah so I totes threw them away; even the Lip Rush ones from Victoria's Secret. 

Btw, have any of you bought the PINK body sprays? Those suckers are good. I bought a mini one in Jan, and I am almost out. :S It smells reallly...normal. Fresh and rich. 8 bucks well spent. Anyways! So I have less than 5 tubes of lipgloss. I bought this Tokidoki lipgloss in Feb of last year and I refuse to let it go. It was like 15 bucks! I'm such a cheapo, but I love it. Maybe I will take a picture of it and show you. It's my least fave color and flavor. Hot pink bubblegum and it's very gloopy and sticky. I only use it for special occasions. ;) Last weekend my brother and his fiance came up here to visit my mom! :) It was really fun, and they also visited my church!!! Sunday's service was such an amazing...thing. I don't even know how to describe it! All I can say is that it was wonderful. My mom was really happy. :)  THIS WEEK IS FINALS AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE OUT OF SCHOOL FOR A COUP WEEKS, DUDESSSS!!!! 

I only have 3 finals and two of them are tomorrow/today. So good. My music final is 200 questions. O_____O Out of ctrl. Why?! I realllly hope that he doesn't mess them up. I recently turned in a song review and got a high C. I was thinking I would fail, but yeah! And I got an A on my CD review!! S c o r e. I don't even have the textbook.

Now, this chem test is diff. It's going to be a struggle. This will be my last science class. Ever!

I signed up for summer and fall; things are looking good. Everything has fallen into place and I have God to thank for that. I have been on Youtube watching people vlog and I so want to do that. I think I am sort of interesting! Maybe I can put up a poll and leave it to you guys to decide. I've never done anything like this and it should be funskis! I don't know if I could do it daily like some of the people I watch. :S They make a living out of it. Legit. I'm just looking to have fun. Shocking news tonight; the leadsinger of Against Me is becoming a woman?! INSANE! He is not even gay; just thinks he was born in the wrong body. Like, wow. I was shocked. Left. Field! I'll link the newsstory. :O This world is in trouble.

I am not a hxc fan, but I do like some stuff from them! My friend stopped in the middle of the road! She reallly listens to them. Shocker!! 2012!

I just think of his wife and child. You know? How is it going to affect his kid in her life? What do you say to your friends and classmates? 

Kind of sad.

...

Enough of that! Summer is here and today and yesterday it rained! It feels so good. I love the grey skies! 

On Memorial Day, I'm going home for a family reunion and I think it will be really great. My sister & I will carpool down and I want to stay for a couple days. I just want to see everyone and just relax. I mean, compared to a lot of people in school, I have had an easy semester but it only slowed down after dropping that phys class.

I am fine, I am fine, I just need 100 dollars!

Tomorrow is going to be awesome.

♥,

Rachel!

PS: 

11. to wear red lipstick

12. write/perform a song for a dozen people

13. to have several different hairstyles

14. to grow in God

15. deep sea dive

16. to walk the streets of New York

17. be in a big musical

 Teehe! 

I also think that charlieissocoolike is super cute. His English accent doesn't help the cause.  He is pictured above with his hair pulled sooo far back. Also! I tried to put floral fabric on my oxfords! Please excuse my nappy as ever hair! Don't you just love my scowl in the gif? 10/10.

Big Oppertunity! :D

Hellooo out there!

It's been a while so I guilted myself into updating! It's weird with me, I dread starting to write but when I do start an entry, I can't stop. I have to cut myself off and end it. Not. Ramble! I do that a lot. This is ridiculous, but I am back! DUDE IT'S MAY ALREADY!! Goodness! I am up to no good as usual but really! Exciting things happening! I took those app tests and I prayed about this career thing. I had a dream a week and a  half ago about this lady who works at the college showing me info on the communications and music and said that I could really do both! Then I woke up. Haha, so I took that as a sign to do something in one of those two areas. I picked communications! 

I'm going to be a radio DJ!  Yay! :) So, yesterday, I went to get advised and really see what classes I needed and didn't need and all the classes for summer and fall lined up so good. Honestly, I prayed in the car on the way that all of my classes I've done line up with my new degree because I don't want to go backwards or anything. =/ I'm done with taking kiddy classes! When we looked at my transcript, the lady was actually impressed. That's really new for me because when I go get advised for nursing, the advisor is always like, "Oooh, okay do you want to maybe take this? I don't see you applying for the program right now...maybe wait a semester?" 

Dumb! I'm not ignorant, I'm just struggling, k? I'm happy that she was impressed by my grades. I've been so down about the whole thing and I have felt really really small. So, I am majoring in communications and I'm minoring in...music! I thought that was crazy because I dreamed that about both. Every class I want was open and fell into place. All God. I know this is where I should be. I know it will be hard work, but I think with me enjoying the work, it won't be so stressful. So, I still need to put up pictures of my bows I've made and my new "floral" oxfords. Dudes, those floral patches are already fraying. -___- Gosh. My friend is graduating and I am moving on. Oh, and I bought this:

 A red wig! I know that I am black and normally black people can't have natural red hair! I knowwww, but I don't care. I love it. At first, I thought it was a regret purchase, but now that I'm wearing it and stuff. I really like it. I love the color, and I feel like Ariel in this! 2012 Ariel! Heheheee, I think I can scratch off one of my things on the bucket list. Ooh! I also bought some red lipstick but I can't find it! It's lost! =/ I sincerely think I threw it away by accident or my mom did. I pretty sure she doesn't like that I had it. Oh well. Old. Enough. Not a kid anymore. Hmmm, so it's so weird having long hair. It actually frames my face as you can see in the picture. Ha! I'm anxious to put it on Facebook because I will get flack for it. I totes will. One more thing about my major, since I'm going to be volunteering at a radio station this summer, the lady told me about this class that is also an internship! I thought that was so rad!! I def want to do that! Inside of my rad hair the cap has lace. Those Chinese are so cute. :3 

Still making those mixtapes! I can make one tonight, but no one has said anything about them? Are they that lame? =( 

Let's see...this Memorial Day I'm going down to where I used to live for a family reunion! It's been a lonnng time since I've been down and all of my siblings, aunt, and uncles, etc will be there. Dad asked if Leah & I would sing...that will be a piece of cake. He booked us a hotel room suite! Crazy! Here's to living it up for two daize! Going to make a gif, I'll see you on the flip side!

♥,

Rachel!