Top 5 Fashion Designers

I want to take a moment and talk about fashion designers.

I love clothes and how they look. I liked fashion and I love learning about fashion history. I recently watched a 10 minute vid about Betsey Johnson and it was fantastico.

So,  she is this designer who is 70 that creates very bright, punkish clothes. They're so cute and expensive! I love it. I have bought like..2 clutches from her from Ross because her actual stores are out of ctrl. Check her out.

The second designer I love/like is Gwen Stefani. Her Harajuku line is tres jolie. It's based off of the Harajuku district in Japan and incorporates their style into clothing and accessories. I am pretty sure it's targeted to pre-teens and teens, but I don't care. I just love it. Wicked style.

Okay, sooooo 3rd.

Third.

Why can't I think of anymore designers I enjoy?

Okay, well let's just cross out top five and say two.
Top Two.

Sorry, guys.

Still job hunting. I'm moving soon. I can't wait.

I am so excited for October. A lot of albums are coming out.

Fences' album is coming out!!!!
Copeland!!!!
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I'm stoked for it. All I need now is for Sleigh Bells to come out with a new record.

Hope For The Hopeless

I was listening to A Fine Frenzy and could not help myself.

The carpet smells of sunshine.
Your hair. Your flowing hair.
It slips through my fingers and onto your face.
Your heavenly face.
I want to be blessed with that mane.
So kissing my forehead is all the more intense.
Romantic.
Mysterious and familiar.
The house is now ours to do what we will.
Just like our bodies and minds.
This ring signifies so much more than a bond and a promise.
I love you.
Please stay with me and bask in the white sun.
You smile more than ever.
I love this most; the scowl was too queer.
Yep, I said that!
Lay here with me.
Shh.
Shhhh.
Shh.

#6: Reality television is like a play...no one is real anymore.

Breathe...In & Out

Hello.

I can't. Do this.
It was Sunday and I had church, tonight I went to my friend's house to watch a movie. The Edukators; good film. It totally deserves the ratings and hype it gets. So does Inception. Before the movie, my friend was like...the guy I like was actually interested in her. I knew it, but in my brain a flower starting losing petals. And wilting. It was a weird feeling. I don't love this man, I just like him. Enough like to imagine us being together, holding hands. Things like that. God help me, I tried. Besides me being shy around him I texted, I invited. It wasn't enough. It's never enough. For me, it always happens like this. I will like a guy and he will like my friend. I felt really bad and bummed out last week towards the middle. I was wondering why. My heart knew what my brain didn't pick up. They are in a losing race. I will realize everything in the morning. My friends did not want to tell me or at least did not know how to break the news. And here I sit at this computer blogging out words to say when I can't even describe how I feel right now. I left, and I couldn't even go 55. I was so...jumbled. I know for sure, that this was the sign I wanted so much from God. The sign that means to keep going and move on with my life. There is slim pickings in this town. I'm through & done with dating; it only ends in disappointment for me. My friend, Chad from Georgia suggested I move there. He can always make me laugh. I need to be here. At least in Texas getting the rest of my education. I don't want to be lonely for much longer, though. The sadness is deafening sometimes.

-Rachel


PS: I won't give up. Not now. Not ever.

Busy vs. Busier

Ah.

I haven't been updating. I will, I promise.

♥



PS: I'm sorry about the Formspring mess. That was a bad idea for both sides.