I don't know what to title this.
It has been a rough day at work.
I don't even...I don't even know what to think.
I work in a call center. I was never the persuasive type.
I haven't been where I'm supposed to be for a while now.
I would like to call someone but I feel like I'm interrupting something/someone.
Anything.
The boy I like works with me; if I'm asked to leave how do I tell him?
9.29.2011
9.25.2011
A Wave Collapsing You & Rushing You.
Ohh, hey friends.
I'm glad you're reading this.
This weekend flew by as always and I had to work...as always. I always make it out in the end.
With God's help.
I need to get something off my chest.
So, Friday, after work I went straight home. I didn't have any plans or much to do except for studying which is supposedly everyday. V_V Anyway, I was thinking about the guy I like and how alone I was. Call it a moment of weakness or a moment of vulnerability but a wave a sadness/depression hit all at once. I'm 22 and I've never had a boyfriend, a guy to kiss me, a date, or anything of the sorts? I can't help but think is there something wrong with me? I could blame it on where I lived, but my friends have boyfriends and guys who like them. I felt utterly helpless. It was such a random moment too. It came out of left field. I know I've been here since early 2011, but sometimes I get impatient, anxious with myself and God. I don't know what He has in store but I hope a guy comes around soon. When I think it about more, in all of my years a guy has never even asked me out. [Creepers and weirdos don't count. It has to be equal interest.] I seriously don't understand. Maybe you have some advice, readers & friends? I am at a loss.
♥, me
I'm glad you're reading this.
This weekend flew by as always and I had to work...as always. I always make it out in the end.
With God's help.
I need to get something off my chest.
So, Friday, after work I went straight home. I didn't have any plans or much to do except for studying which is supposedly everyday. V_V Anyway, I was thinking about the guy I like and how alone I was. Call it a moment of weakness or a moment of vulnerability but a wave a sadness/depression hit all at once. I'm 22 and I've never had a boyfriend, a guy to kiss me, a date, or anything of the sorts? I can't help but think is there something wrong with me? I could blame it on where I lived, but my friends have boyfriends and guys who like them. I felt utterly helpless. It was such a random moment too. It came out of left field. I know I've been here since early 2011, but sometimes I get impatient, anxious with myself and God. I don't know what He has in store but I hope a guy comes around soon. When I think it about more, in all of my years a guy has never even asked me out. [Creepers and weirdos don't count. It has to be equal interest.] I seriously don't understand. Maybe you have some advice, readers & friends? I am at a loss.
♥, me
9.04.2011
Stay For A While.
very good things coming very soon.
I might be starting a series of interviews with some magnificent people.
I saw that I had 3,330 views on here.
Thank you, thank you so much. <3
I can't believe my blogspace is 1 year old and people actually read this.
My words carry some importance. :) That makes me happy.
I was also thinking about another idea; maybe getting some of the women from my church to form some sort of fashion page on fb for women/girls/cool chicks of like faith or just people in general who have misconceptions of us.
♥,
Rachel!
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